Met sher at hg mall mac today to study. Not very productive though. My mind was not into it at all. Flipping thru my chem notes like they are blank pieces of paper. Andy was dere. And another guy called chee siang. If I didnt spell wrongly. -.- Anyways i dontnoe if it's a joke. But pls do stop 'recommending' guys. Stuff like tt really piss me off. I will fan lian de. Even if it meant to be a joke. I'm not in mood for it. Went to greatgrandma hse. Thot I could study dere. But failed terribly. I was looking at my phone. All the time. Hoping for it to happen but it nvr. So I went to slp.. Listening to some emo songs. Couldnt slp and got up after an hour. Not time to go home yet. So i was stoning with my phone beside me all the time. I've got too much time to spare w/out ur sms. I'm not used to it. Maybe it makes no difference to ur life. I cant stop thinking bout you all day long. Really cant. I cant stop thinking wad happened between us. I noe its my fault. I really regret everything. Wad's the use of thinking bout it. I noe its no pt thinking of it but i cant stop. I will just continue to think in tt way and keep a little hope. Even if it will nvr happen. I choose to lie to myself. We're supposed to meet today. But I guessed I'll nvr see you anymore.