many things happened this week.
and everything gotta do with someone.
idk where to start.
but i'm tired~
轨迹-周杰伦怎么隐藏 我的悲伤
失去你的地方
你的发香 散的匆忙
我已经跟不上
闭上眼睛 还能看见
你离去的痕迹
在月光下一直找寻 那想念的身影
如果说分手 是苦痛 的起点
那在终点之前
我愿意再爱一遍
想要对你说的
不敢说的爱
会不会有人可以明白
我会发着呆 然后忘记你
接着紧紧闭上眼
想着那一天 会有人代替
让我不再想念你
我会发着呆 然后微微笑
接着紧紧闭上眼
又想了一遍 你温柔的脸
在我忘记之前
心里的眼泪
模糊了视线
你已快看不见
Latest updates of my life. On sat, i had no mentoring and piano lessons :)So finally, i had a totally free sat for myself.Decided to spend the day with mommy cause bro will be at tuition in the afternoon.Didnt want her to be alone when i have the choice to spend some time together with her.We went down to centrepoint to shop in the late afternoon.I really love the tidbits at marks & spencer :)Then we went to greatgrandma house for dinner.Later that day, I realised joey was at central in the evening too.Felt sad that we didnt have fate to meet lo.Long time since I've met her.The last time i saw her was during the mj choir concert :(On sunday, i had whole 3 hours of bowling training.Was damn tiring but I was damn happy also.My strike rate was super high and my spare rate was slightly above average.In conclusion, I'm so pleased with my performance ^^Then went to some proshop near bugis for awhile then went home.At night, i went to buangkok area to play bball with andrew.The crazy half court cause the stupid rim so high.I looked like one idiot ok! -,-See the rim until my neck also can ache already.TODAY!Mommy took leave so we went to royal plaza on scotts for buffet lunch.It was supposed to be one of the top hotels which had the best buffets.But apparently its not!Rating for the lunch buffet at royal plaza: 3 stars.However, I strongly recommend ellenborough market cafe at swissotel. Had high tea there once and its really nice :)After lunch, we went to watch karate kid!Yes its my second time watching this movie but its still very awesome!Then we went to taka and tangs to shop for awhile.After which bro and mom went back cause mom is going to see the doc.Then i went down to plaza sing to wait for andrew. Nice guy huh..Make me wait then never turn up.But for a good reason, so excused :)Now home.. Really dont know if i can tahan until 230 to watch soccer.Heehee. Dont be surprised.I am a girl but i do watch soccer too!Having piano lessons tmr!Then no more plans cause lessons are like at noon.In the middle of nowhere. Ok that's all. :D
信乐团- 原来
原来爱不能强求越想拥有往往越会得不到其实我们心里都知道我也只能沉默看着窗边下着绵绵夜雨你到底要不要为何不肯说明了我看着你冷冷的微笑像是对我说这不是我们的幸福再走下去是宽容还是结束都一样残酷我到现在终于才明白我就算赢得了世界也会输给你你的笑容原来是最狠的报复原来爱不能强求越想拥有往往越会得不到其实我们心里都知道我也只能沉默看着窗边下着绵绵夜雨你到底要不要为何不肯说明了
我看着你冷冷的微笑像是对我说这不是我们的幸福再走下去是宽容还是结束都一样残酷
我到现在终于才明白我就算赢得了世界也会输给你你的笑容原来是最狠的报复
我已经没有退路我原来已被你俘虏爱情原来是你最伤人的毒我看着你冷冷的微笑像是对我说这不是 我们的幸福再走下去是宽容还是结束都一样残酷
我到现在终于才明白我就算赢得了世界也会输给你你的笑容原来是最狠的报复
Common tests are OVER!
Yeah like finally.. Those people who met me today will know how tired I am :(
From my cui face to my panda eyes to my pimple outbreak. Wth!
Celebrated kenny's birthday today..
HAPPY 17th! :)
Then a group of us including joyce, tianyew, joash and jinwen went down to plaza sing for lunch.
We had pepper lunch for lunch!
Oh we failed to get movie tics for karate kid at ps and the cathay.
So.. after some research on joash's laptop, we decided to head down to tiong bahru plaza.
Thought that we will get some really good seats but we end up being at the bottom 7th row.
The show was really nice! Everyone should go catch it.
I dont mind watching it again :)
And.. WHO IN THE HELL THREW THE TICS AWAY! :(
After the movie, I went to train back to hougang to meet sheryl, basil and desmond at hougang green for dinner.
Guess who I saw on the train! GLENN!
Haha I almost cant recognise him. Oops :X
Yeah after the heavy dinner, we went to another shop for a "second round" of dinner.
Was damn full so I wanted to take a walk home alone.
But failed.
Sometimes I really want to be alone and have a walk on my own.
I am quiet cause sometimes I really dont wish to talk.
Now that the common tests are officially over, I have nothing on my mind anymore.
That feeling of emptiness is coming back.
Tell me how. I cant stop missing you.
♥ Thursday, June 10, 2010
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while even though
Going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm okay
But that's not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could've been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doing it
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still harder getting up, getting dressed, living with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade, give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
(Much to say)
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could've been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do, oh
Oh yeah
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
(To say)
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could've been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
Not seeing that loving you
That's what I was trying to do, ooo
This morning, I did something that I have been stopping myself from doing so but i failed this time.But I didnt regret it.From your reply, I really dont know what you are thinking.Are you feeling the same way as I am feeling?I really miss you and all our memories.Failed to start studying business law today :(Went out with the MJ guys in the afternoon.Mike and mingyang..Pool bowling arcade then dinner.Travis didnt come cause he was stuck at school.We will meet up soon!Holidays seem to be the best time to catch up with my friends :)I shall wake up early tmr to start on blaw..Its a must.Last paper on fri. Study hard~Then train hard for 26 june!
Say Goodbye-S Club 7In the years to come Will you think about these moments that we shared In the years to come Are you gonna think it over And how we lived each day with no regrets Nothing lasts forever though we want it to The road ahead holds different dreams for me and you Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts in your heart, is the only way for destiny Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts, is the only way now for you and me Though it's the hardest thing to say I'll miss your love in every way So say goodbye But don't you cry Cause true love never die In a year from now Maybe there'll be things we'll wish we'd never say In a year from now Maybe we'll see each other Standing on the same street corner, no regrets Each and every end is always written in the stars If only I could stop the world I'd make this last Sometimes goodbye, so it hurts in your heart, is the only way for destiny Sometimes goodbye, so it hurts, is the only way now for you and me Though it's the hardest thing to say I'll miss your love in every way So say goodbye (so say goodbye) But don't you cry Cause true love never dies And when you need my arms to run into I'll comfort you Nothing will ever change the way I feel Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts in your heart, is the only way for destiny Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts, is the only way now for you and me Though it's the hardest thing to say I'll miss your love in every way So say goodbye But don't you cry Cause a true love never dies
I'm back at blogging!
Have been busy with my common tests for the past few days so I didnt have time to blog.
Two papers down..
Careless mistakes for maec.
For infa, I cant balance my accounts!!!! :@
Anw its over..
Gonna concentrate on blaw for this few days.
Last paper on friday then it will be freedom for me :)
Went out till quite late ytd.
Wanted to blog last night but i was too tired after the shopping crazyness I had.
Paper ended at 10am.
So amanda, joyce, jinwen, joash, zhehao and I went to dhoby to eat!
After lunch, we went to the cathay and watched prince of persia!
He's so handsome and HOT..
Hahaha all of us learnt a good lesson too.
Never to open your crumpler bag in the cinema.. Hahahah! :D
Oh and kenny text me during the movie and asked me who gave him those lollipops.
Hahahaha that moment me and amanda was laughing lahhh!
Cause we wanted to cheer this emo boy so we thought of getting him lollipops.
Then before exam, we randomly just put those lollipops on his table while he was talking.
He was actually thinking where all the lollipops come from! HAHA.
Ok after the movie..
We slack outside cathay cause it was raining.
Guys crapping alot of jokes and all.
And one of the awesome ones which kept me laughing like mad was...
Have you ever wonder how crickets find their way to your house?
TAKE THE LIFT :)
Imagine that and it is damnnnn funnyyyy ok!
After that, everyone went back while Joyce and I went to far east to shoppppp!
It was real mad shopping cause I spend like way above $100. :X
But still fun and feeling so great lah!
Hahaha happy with all the stuff that I've bought :)
For today, gonna mug for blaw lo.
Then will be able to meet the guys tmr :)
Bowling tmr ^^
♥ Wednesday, June 2, 2010
And I am doing so now :)
Just reached home from the most ridiculous lesson ever in this sem.
LMS which stands for life management skills.
Sounds funny right.
I'm having this lesson every wed and its my only lesson on weds.
The duration of this lesson is three hours.
But my teacher is very nice and he will always let us off in two hours or less.
Seriously, this lesson is damn boring to the extent that I am feeling sleepy within half an hour :X
So today, it was raining when i woke up at 7am.
Then, I was thinking if I should go to school cause I am feeling too lazy to get off my bed.
Managed to get off my bed at 720 to go to school because I want to know my LMS test results!
Took bus 151 to school and guess what.
The journey was 1.5 hours.
I dont know if there were jams on the way to school cause I was sleeping.
Yeah sleeping all the way..
Was late for the lesson for 45mins. & after another 45mins, the lesson ended already!
Conclusion: I travel three hours to school for a 45mins lesson :)
My test results are not as good as I have expected.
19/30 for the test and 9/10 for the elearning part.
Disappointed with myself.
But yeah, I'm gonna work hard for the CTs.
Maec, infa and blaw.
I'm gonna master all this!
Had the excel presentation yesterday.
It was our class's first presentation and it was really fun.
Despite all the blunders and lots of accuracy mistakes we have made in our project, I think it was a great learning experience. :)
After that, I had business management lecture which was actually boring.
But the teacher had made it fun and interesting cause of those videos and HALL OF FAME!
Our gay couple in TA22 is famous now. Haha.
Then she asked two questions which i thought was really good questions.
Q1: Do you think gay couples should adopt children?
The response was mainly yes.
Q2: Is it ok with your parents are a gay couple?
This time, the response was no.
Conflicting responses haha.
Then went to ourspace with kenny and guys to print notes.
Argh remind me of kenny who ps us!
We were kind to wait for him lor..
Then he so fast zao already. Tsktsk..
On the way home, I met mom on the bus and we went to have dinner together.
Pepper lunch :)
Then we did abit of shopping and went home at 8plus.
Reached home and started msning all the way till one plus in the morning with TA22.
Webcamming & msning with TA22 is (L)
I love TA22 :)
Its the first day of June and I shall blog!
Hope to make this a habit again.
Cause the stress in me is reaching its max and i cant take it any longer.
Just came home like two hours ago.
Head down to my fave place t3 to meet sheryl and basil to study.
Had popeyes for dinner which is very very sinful.
Must have healthy meals for the rest for this week!
As usual, bought gummy bears cause i love them :)
I saw many familiar faces there including one unexpected person!
Tan Si Hui. I was so happy to see her!
Brought back lots of memories when she first joined 2F.
Then she was in the same class as me in 3G & 4G!
Saw people like travis and danial too!
Wanted to meet joey but left earlier..
Went to tamp one for frolick.
I love it. :)
For studies, i only studied half of what is required for maec.
I need to buck up!
I'm starting to feel like i'm becoming a person without any emotions.
Esp after sch.. I think i was like a stone all the way today.
Partly cause of stupid cramps.
Seriously, girls suffer every month :(
On the way home from tampines, I just remembered the last time I was there with someone.
And it just kept me occupied all the way. Sighs.
Why is it that its possible for others but not for us?
But then again, with school like this i cannot cope.
And now, I dont know why I am thinking about it.
Some feelings will never change but its just not the right time now.
I just hope fate will help a little, please.
I'm missing you so much. Perhaps you'll never know.
CT gonna start on sat and I just started studying today.
I am disappointed with myself already.
I said and promised some people I will study hard but I'm not.
You know what, this sounds silly. But i dont want to disappoint you.
Cause the next time when you are going to talk to me which i dont know when, you might ask about my school life.
And I just want to tell you i'm doing well and not to make you worried.
Ok all this sounds damn silly.
Having excel presentation tmr.
Wish me luck~
